Given Up, Then Adopted By Brendon Urie

Daddy said he would tuck me in, he never does, even when he pinky promises. My new mommy yells at me, she's mean to me. Daddy is too sometimes. Daddy comes home drunk sometimes and yells at me, telling me it's my fault mommy died. I miss my mommy. Uncle Soryu says mommy was very pretty. I stay with him a lot when daddy doesn't come home or he's away for work. He also says mommy and daddy both love me, daddy is just sad and and misses mommy. I heard new mommy tell daddy that I need to go far away, Far far away. She says I'm a nuisance, and she told all my uncles that she wanted to get rid of me, that she didn't want me. Daddy sent me away, to another country. Nobody loved me enough to take me.

That was ten years ago. I was five, and I already knew I was unloved and hated. My. Father is a narcissistic billionaire. He's had several wives, on number four. He has a son, Eito, he's four. He has a new family. I was shipped to an orphanage in Los Angeles, California. There, I was abused, raped, and forced into servitude. I am severely depressed.

The only thing that saves me is my music. I listen to Panic! At The Disco, Twenty One Pilots, My Chemical Romance, Fall Out Boy, you name it. It's the only thing that keeps me from killing myself. Then, one day, someone comes to the orphanage. My idols. Brendon and Sarah Urie. That was the day my life changed.