The Blue Brain
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Last published Thu, May 25, 2017
I WANT IT OUT OF MY SYSTEM! The feeling of being powerless, just lying on my bed, trying to control the electrical zaps I'm feeling and not able to do anything about it is beyond upsetting. Just lying there... tears falling down my eyes... I want it to stop!
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