Finding My Captain - (CaptainSparklez / Jordan Maron Fanfic)
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  • Reads 8,763
  • Votes 473
  • Parts 9
  • Time 45m
Ongoing, First published Dec 24, 2013
Dear Jordan, 
   
   I think this letter will explain everything. I moved out of Madi's apartment a week ago. I told her not to tell you this, but I'm in England right now. Remember when I first met you and ate at the Cheesecake Factory? There are English clam chowders here, and I love them. 

   I just saw in person AshleyMarieeGaming, who is definitely one of the YouTubers I was obsessed with before I started my own channel. We're planning to do many collabs, which I'm excited about. 
 
   I know you have many questions going through your mind. I know you'll hate me for this, but I'm breaking up with you by this letter. 
 
   Yes, Jordan Maron, I have dumped you, by writing this letter. This sounds cheesy, but it isn't you, it's me. I've lately been getting thoughts about life with you around. It's been such great memories - yet so much suffering. My parents despise you and my open-minded brother, Nathan, even hates you. Our relationship is never meant to be. 

   I love you still. I'm not going to lie. My heart has turned into dust ever since I left Santa Barbara. 

   I'll always remember you, Jordan. Not as a friend, or a lover, or even as a person. You're my captain. 

With love, 
                   Gwendolyn Hills 
- - - 
Gwen was your typical, twenty-year-old girl. She never thought of herself as different, unique, or even having any talents. After a boring life, Gwen decides to make a daring move to Santa Barbara to move in with her best friend Madi. She finally got to fit in, and life seemed perfect.

Until she met the captain, Jordan Maron.
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