Have you ever felt so alone that you started to see spirits? If you have, then you are lucky. I wish I could see spirits. Maybe then I would have someone to talk to. I do have friends. But I don't talk to them very much. Only when I see them at school. Even then, I don't talk to them very much. We just don't have much in common. They are in to guys and fashion. Guy's don't really notice me and I only wear whatever is comfortable. I'm more interested on doing things on my own (but I hate being alone). There is one thing that I'm obsessed with. Vampires. I could handle being alone if I was a vampire of the night. Then I could fly off into the night and never look back. I could see the world. At night anyway. Well, all vampire stories are different. Some vampires can handle the light and some disintegrate. I want to be my own special vampire. One who can walk around with regular humans and go to school in the daylight. I would want to be a vampire princess. Anyway, all that doesn't matter. That's just a silly dream that all lonely people want to come true. My mother said I need to get out of the house more and stop daydreaming about my life and go create my own future. Alexandria Calvin does not have anything to do outside. I hate my name. I like to call myself Alex. But my mom calls me by the name that is on my birth certificate. My father use to call me Alex, until he died from heart cancer.