Familial ties to the devil
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This is a dumb little story. It's all about my lame life. My family is sad, pathetic really. Betty is insane. Mike is hormonal for a grown man. My friends are stoners and grade A bitches. Me? I'm just trash.
Everything was really good for me and then my grandfather died. I forgot what family was. I left. I came back. I'm not even me. Everything bores me and no one is interesting. Yet I'm still "me". My skin crawls at the thought that people can't notice I'm a shell. I'm moody, bitchy, and mad a lot. People still love me.
How sad...
Disclaimer: nothing in here is factual this is something I'm making up. The story will have a plot. The charters will be developed. It's basically a coming of age basic teen book. Lemme know if it doesn't suck.
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