Double Trouble

How does one ignore another that they've had intimate moments with? You see, the problem with us now is that everyone just wants to jump into things, either not knowing the consequences or wanting the consequences. Those that want to get pregnant because they think babies are cute, well I'll look down on them. I've always been told that it's wrong to look down on others, but they have to realise that babies are human beings, not some new coach bag that they can leave at home when they want. See, I envy them. They have the choice to stop. They don't have to have a baby, but they wannt to. Because pregnancy is glorified? Because you get to dress a cute baby up? Well it's more than that. See, I didn't want a baby, especially twins, but I did make a choice to have intitmate moments with a guy. And why? Both me and him didn't want a relationship, we didn't want to be together for the rest of our lives, we wanted a few hook ups and that's it. But after the last time, we found the condom broke, he told me not to worry about it and that it only popped after he took it off, but guess what? Three weeks later, I have serious morning sickness and a skipped period. I took a pregnancy test and it came out positive. He, of course, ditched me, and my parents left. So here's the story of how I, Harper Reilly, survived raising twins, Aiden and Andrea, all by myself, right after my seventeenth birthday.