The Girl Beneath
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Last published Thu, Apr 21, 2022
This is a story about me, Mai, and how I defeated the demons inside me and around me. Throughout this entire journey, which started when I was eight, I lose my childhood, many friends, and at some points my sanity. Although, I always had the pestering thought of giving up, I could always hear my mom's words, "this is just another story, just like the ones you read, and you know that every story ends happily." My mom was never wrong, and she won't be wrong this time, right?
I hope you enjoy it!
This is also a work in progress, so, sorry the chapters are rough drafts.
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