This story is a deep & kinda of a depressing story. Its about a gay kid struggling with his life. He writes in his diary every day & this book is his diary. He goes into detail of hurt & situations that happen in his life. Here is a sneak peak of some of the first paragraph: "Happiness, happiness, happiness, happiness is the state of being happy." "Now in your own words." "Happiness is the state of being happy. It involves actually being happy. To be happy your in the state of happiness. In my own words happiness is a waste of time it leads to hurt. Being in the state of happy is temporary and last longer then a blink of an eye but less then 10 heart beats."All Rights Reserved