Its Just Him
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Last published Thu, Jun 29, 2017
Every time I see him my heart cant help its rapid beat.
Why??.
What the hell is wrong with me it's just him.
That's what i keep telling my self.
But what if I realized that it is not really just him,that I though he is.....
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Unang dampi pa lang ng mata ko sa kanya may naramdaman na agad akong di maipaliwanag na gigil at inis na gumagapang sa aking sistema...
Teka nga bat ko ba nararamdaman toh sa kanya eh di ko naman sya kilala masyado na ata akong judge mental makainom na lang nga ng tubi
Pero sa mga sandaling dumampi ang mga mata nya sa akin at ang kapal ng mukha tinitigan talaga ako, di ko mapigilan ang pagtaas ng kilay ko sa kanya sabay tanong
"Anong tinitiningi mo dyan"
Aba ang gago tinawanan lang ako .
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