"My Ex is also my Future"

I‘m in love with Yan, at gagawin ko lahat para sa kanya. But, he always hurt me, not only once, twice, thrice but many times. I‘m tired of being an understanding person, I gave everything but still in the end he just give me sh*t! Hindi lang ako isang beses nagpakatanga sa kanya and I think my decision to gave up is right. Many years passed and I think I already moved on pero muling nagtagpo ang aming mga landas and the thought that I don‘t love him anymore is just a fake. Damn! I love him, I still love him even I already have a boyfriend and he has a girlfriend too. He thought also that he already moved on on me but he don‘t. Pagbibigyan kaya kaming muli ng tadhana para ipagpatuloy ang pagmamahalan na aming nasimulan o tuluyan na naming kakalimutan ang isa‘t isa kahit na alam naming may nararamdaman parin kami?