The Last Time
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Ongoing, First published May 13, 2017
Mature
"The Last Time" is an original song. In high school, I found out that a person who was my best friend since elementary school started saying horrible things about me behind my back and it pushed me really far into depression to the point where i actually wanted to die. I was suffering from Social Anxiety Disorder and it was really, really difficult for me to talk to people because I was so afraid that people would hate me and wouldn't want to be my friend, since I was into superheroes and nerdy things that my peers made fun of me for.  My friend was making fun of me for having Social Anxiety Disorder and was apparently joining in on the insults because she thought I was weird, too. I found out that she didn't invite me to a few parties she threw because she thought that I wasn't cool enough to be there. I was already secretly self-harming because I felt so lonely in school and I hated myself for not being able to fit in with people, but when I found out that she was doing this, it really pushed me over the edge and I just wanted to die. Eventually, after discovering my favorite band (Black Veil Brides) and listening to their self-esteem boosting music, I was able to stop myself from self-harming. The mental pain from that time hasn't really gone away, but I have not self-harmed since five years ago--a year after finding my favorite band. "The Last Time" is a song about me moving past self-harm and learning to be proud of my individualism. I hope that everyone dealing with a similar issue is able to find peace from it. Depression is one of the most difficult things in the world. &lt;3
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