Five Lifetimes Later

Most people would think that reincarnation is a good thing, right? A blessing?
Especially if it is into a famous otome game from your past life.
But no.
That is because.... I am the villainess.
That's not that bad considering I could have changed my ending.
But... I am someone
Who... cannot control my fate.
Reincarnated, without free will, yet experiencing all of the pain.
Unfair right? To die... then be reincarnated
Again. And again. And again. And Again. And Again.
Witnessing the heroine's true colors, watching those I cared about fall... yet unable to do anything about it.
Over and over.
But... this time...
I was given free will?

*My own work, please do not copy*