Phantom By Me

"I'm sorry, Ash needs me, I have to go"

"Please don't leave me. I love-"
I am holding his arms tightly,begging him not to go. With those eyes filled with tears I look at him and assumed that he might stay ,not because of love but at least he'll stay because of pity
"Don't, just dont say it, I can't love you ,I love someone else. Just accept it"

He tries to remove my hands but I don't want him to go but. He's just too strong. He forcely grip my hand tightly then throw it away like how he throw my feelings for him so easily.

"Harvey we vowed-"

"Because we have to! Can you just leave me alone ,j-just get lost"

I can't take it anymore, as he let go of my hand, my feet suddenly felt numb. I am just strong because I'm with him, I felt speacial when I'm with him, I felt beautiful when I'm with him. I fell what love is because of him, and now, now that's his gone, I feel nothing, I feel worthless and inhumane. He we're my source of life but ,i wasn't his.
I stand in my knees and keeps on reaching him, but I can't, I just can't. He's a phantom,so hard to reach and feel only by me.

"Stay"
I whispered then suddenly, everything turned black