Mini_Crushies Updates!
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Update story. Not used for much anymore and was the most active in 2017. It's mostly just me rambling about stuff or posting updates regarding certain things. I post theories and stuff related to my interests sometimes.
Sometbing to notw thing to note is... I'm currently an adult (early 20's), and this story was started when I was 13. There is a DRASTIC age difference between me from the earlier chapters and me from the more recent ones... on the rare occasion I post, lol. You can find me on other socials! Just ask me about 'em :)
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