How To Live Under The Stars Again
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"Valerie, I'm going to teach you how to live, how to live under the stars again."
I was there for him before he took his last breath to death, when the beeping machine stopped beeping, when his heart stopped beating and the tears wouldn't stop falling down my cheeks. It was like everything came crumbling down like a domino that couldn't be stopped. And in a matter of seconds, my whole world fell apart knowing the one I love die of cancer.
How can you even live knowing you won't be sharing the same stars as him, but instead looking up at him?
He were like every single missing piece to my heart, and without the dark we'd never see the stars.
So how do you live under the stars again?
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