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Saudade ✔️

Kenz_n_her_spiders

Reads 86
Votes 32
Parts 33
Time 13m

Reads 86
Votes 32
Parts 33
Time 13m

Kenz_n_her_spiders

Mature

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She has short auburn hair,
 And hazel eyes.
  She works at a flower shop,
   But she is filled with darkness.
    She didn't used to be.
     She has fears,
      She has emotions,
       She feels pain.
        She's only human,
         But they expect her to be "perfect".
          She eats,
            Then she pukes.
              She weighs herself.
               Then she cries.
                 He left her,
                   With no reason why.All Rights Reserved

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