sober//joshler
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"I gave you everything and the only thing you ever did for me was look me in the eye and say you never considered me a friend."
"I was drunk."
"You always are. That's just something everyone's gotten used to now."
"But I'm sober now, I promise."
"No, you're not."
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TW: alcoholism, drug addiction, suicidal thoughts, self-harm
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