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You Lean Towards Despair

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"Ivy is fourteen. She has been living in a Care Home since she was seven-since, the accident. She has been abused, neglected, and attempted more than once to take her own life. Ivy isn't one to open up, and doesn't trust easily-but one day, when a man named Dan Smith decides he might want to adopt, everything could change for her."

Trigger Warning (Contains scenes of Self Harm, ED, as well as anxiety/panic attacks)

Also, I realize that this is like the most stereotypical plot of all fanfictions, but I happen to enjoy it. So. Hush thy mouth.All Rights Reserved

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Ivy Wiles' biggest problem in school used to be getting the attention of her biggest crush. Now that Rex is single, that issue is gone but worse things are just getting started. Ivy begins to see visions and dreams of Rex being tortured... and the voices she hears tells her that the only way to save him is by killing his ex-girlfriend. She doesn't know if it's the stress or hormones, but she does know it's beginning to interfere with her life. Can she figure out why she's having these dreams and build a lasting relationship with the guy of her... dreams? ---- International Magical Dictate #42: "Anyone who exhibits slightest hints of magical or otherwise abilities must learn to control and hone their nature in a school suitably away from the presence of non-magical folk." ---- Life at the Pionscor Academy of Magic is amazing - that is, if you're a member of the Wyvern Style. For us vampires and other outcasts in the Ketu Style, it's a second-class existence in the oldest parts of the school. We're the ones who would never have been invited if it wasn't law. But life as a Ketu isn't all that bad. We get to leave campus whenever we want; we get away with a lot more than the other Styles; and I get to have classes with the absolutely amazing Rex Troffel. My name is Ivy Madrigal L'stonia Sable Wiles, and this is a story of how I saved the boy I love and the school I hate from total destruction... | inspired by Tara Gilesbie, cover by @seanarturo |