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Losing

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Time 6m

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I hate them... I can't stand myself... Why... I don't want to do this... Stop... Go... Lost... Escaping... Hatred... The Devil... Run... Can't hold on... In drifting away... I can't help it... Can't hurt them... Drunk... Run before I get you... I need help........................................

One sentence for each chapter. 

The Devil explains his side of the story in the series 'Lost'. 

I don't know, but I felt like doing a short story from The Devils point of view. I felt like there needed to be a reason for his behavior. I hope you enjoy this and I'll warn you if any swearing takes place.

Warning: To those who hate seeing, reading or even thinking about curse words. On chapter 103 there is one curse word, the only one in the entire book. 

You have been warned, now carry on with the book.All Rights Reserved

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Forbidden: Lost by StephanieYarns

BOOK TWO IN A SERIES!!! Lost - in her mind. She was found, beaten bloody in the middle of the desert, without the memory that she was once Batibat; Demoness of Nightmares. All she knew was that she was a woman and she loved a man, and he thought she was a gift. Lost - in his heart As an angel, he was forbidden a relationship with humans. That was fine. He lived in the ass-crack of nowhere. There was no one to have a relationship with. Then, he found her. His Thea. His gift from God. His express ticket to the hell he was trying to save humanity from. No Good Deed Goes Unpunished - In a surprise attack, Thea's mind and Vangelis's heart lay bare and their world will never be the same. THE OPENING SCENE IS VIOLENT! This is my warning! There is nothing graphic or detailed, but sexual assault is implied. WARNING. THIS IS BOOK TWO IN A SERIES. I highly recommend finding Forbidden: Broken under my profile. The story CAN be read by itself, but the book assumes that you know about what happened in book one in regards to characters and backstory. THERE WILL BE SEXY TIME INVOLVED!!!

The Second Stage by benjaminburkett

A world unseen dies over and over. It shrieks at a pitch that you cannot hear. It rots with a stench that you will never quite know. It isn't a place meant for you and I, it is merely a bank for the dead and dying; a vault of visceral agony. It's function, origin and purpose are as cryptic and chilling as the vengeful spirits whose claws scratch and teeth rattle just beyond the thick, putrid mist that seeps over its endless surface. Yet, through all the horrifying and inexplicable unknowns, this place has one certainty: it doesn't take kindly to guests. Meredith Haynes fell into The Second Stage during a routine surgery she was monitoring. She scrambled through it's empty expanses and fled from the decaying demonic mockery of a human being. With good fortune and great agility for a woman her age, she escaped with both her life and sanity, a miracle should miracles exist. Anyone of sound mind would never return, and spend the rest of their days in the company of friends and nights in the company of bright lights. However, Meredith met someone she never expected to see again, someone that might remove her from the ranks of those well advised souls that would never return. Now, in the days of silence thereafter, her mind wanders back to the one thing that might convince her to return, the one thing that will convince her to return. But what Meredith doesn't yet understand, is that the Second Stage has no windows, no entrances and no exits, for it accepts you when it wishes and releases you when it's finished.

The Devil's Masquerade by Sweet_Memoirs

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•°×When You Talk×°• ✓Billdip✓ by 2006LL

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