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Losing

MGA BUMASA 1,641
Mga Boto 33
Mga Parte 163
Oras 6m

MGA BUMASA 1,641
Mga Boto 33
Mga Parte 163
Oras 6m

Mature

abuse drunk explanations fears help losing lost shortstory theangel thedevil

I hate them... I can't stand myself... Why... I don't want to do this... Stop... Go... Lost... Escaping... Hatred... The Devil... Run... Can't hold on... In drifting away... I can't help it... Can't hurt them... Drunk... Run before I get you... I need help........................................

One sentence for each chapter. 

The Devil explains his side of the story in the series 'Lost'. 

I don't know, but I felt like doing a short story from The Devils point of view. I felt like there needed to be a reason for his behavior. I hope you enjoy this and I'll warn you if any swearing takes place.

Warning: To those who hate seeing, reading or even thinking about curse words. On chapter 103 there is one curse word, the only one in the entire book. 

You have been warned, now carry on with the book.All Rights Reserved

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•°×When You Talk×°• ✓Billdip✓ ni 2006LL

"I just wanted help!" He shouted that so many times.. • "I'm not going back to them!" He swore that each day ever since he left. • "..I didn't want it..I didn't like it!" Fear was brought onto him anytime. • "..Im here, Pinetree. I'm still here..its okay. It's all over now." He trusted that voice. ♡ Sinful. Dipper was a very sinful person. He was a sin himself in his parents perspective, with such negative thoughts and terrible scars he laid on himself, he was probably possessed by the devil itself. Locked up. Healed. Left alone. At least his parents thought that. In reality, the brunette tried his best to fake each movement of his, his smile, his act, his personality. It was all a show he performed to his parental figures so he would be let free. He was never allowed outside, even though it sounds so exaggerated, it wasn't. He was locked in his dull room having visits from priests or punishments from his father..so he left. He promised himself he would never come back, so here he is in Gravity Falls. A place his sister lived in now as she became close to it, a place that he could've visited when he was 12, but his thoughts prevented him. Bills statue was in the same place ever since he was defeated..somewhat. He's still alive, but he can't physically hurt anyone..he was trapped. Always saw the same view each day, always felt like he was locked in, always cursed at the Pines. He swore that he would escape, he swore that he would get revenge, he swore on his grave that he would leave his statue..well that was until Dipper Pines arrived. With the two males interactions they find themselves becoming softer and much more closer than ever..what'll happen between the two. With such people against them, how would they face the cruel world? -BillDip SAVE YOURSELF DONT READ THIS ITS CRINGE I PLAN OM REWRITING IT WITH A WHOLE NEW AU 2 the ppl who praised my writing, y'all r fake af🙁💔💔💔

The Second Stage ni benjaminburkett

A world unseen dies over and over. It shrieks at a pitch that you cannot hear. It rots with a stench that you will never quite know. It isn't a place meant for you and I, it is merely a bank for the dead and dying; a vault of visceral agony. It's function, origin and purpose are as cryptic and chilling as the vengeful spirits whose claws scratch and teeth rattle just beyond the thick, putrid mist that seeps over its endless surface. Yet, through all the horrifying and inexplicable unknowns, this place has one certainty: it doesn't take kindly to guests. Meredith Haynes fell into The Second Stage during a routine surgery she was monitoring. She scrambled through it's empty expanses and fled from the decaying demonic mockery of a human being. With good fortune and great agility for a woman her age, she escaped with both her life and sanity, a miracle should miracles exist. Anyone of sound mind would never return, and spend the rest of their days in the company of friends and nights in the company of bright lights. However, Meredith met someone she never expected to see again, someone that might remove her from the ranks of those well advised souls that would never return. Now, in the days of silence thereafter, her mind wanders back to the one thing that might convince her to return, the one thing that will convince her to return. But what Meredith doesn't yet understand, is that the Second Stage has no windows, no entrances and no exits, for it accepts you when it wishes and releases you when it's finished.

The Devil's Masquerade ni Sweet_Memoirs

Ever heard of the saying 'Don't dance with the devil?' Well, you better pray you don't have to Dance with the She Devil. ------------------------------------------------- They say history repeats itself in an endless cycle until humanity learns the lessons being taught. Just like an endless dance; People meet, waltz, fall in love, marry, and then die a tragic death. For thousands of years, humans lived and thrived with the naive belief that they were the only ones who existed. There were humans that did believe and sought to find out the truth. It is rare that a human is aware of the world that lives among them. Silent and ever watching as eternity stretched out before them. ------------------------------------------ UPDATED NOTE: Hey guys, I am so sorry I just disappeared for a while. Life went chaotic so mental stability was not in the plan for a long time. Now, this is going to be going through some adjustments because it has been so long since a lot of the original events that I planned actually happened in my life plus a lot of new ones. So, bear with me, I hope the ones who liked my book so far still stick with me as I struggle through this. Thank you so much and let us hope 2022 goes better in terms of my writing! I still cannot believe I started this when I was seventeen. I will be twenty-one this year. Yes, this has a new name, I will be tweaking things just a tad but not too much! Lots of love, Rose Mayday

I Accidentally Summoned a Demon ni JaideHarley

"I know you're a virgin but have you never been touched?" He asked, sliding his other hand down onto her leg. "What makes you say that?" Kat breathed, bracing her hands on the counter. "You react like someone who's never felt another's touch," Nex whispered, slipping his thumb under the band of her shorts. "So, have you not?" Kat opened her mouth to speak but stopped when his hand slid up from her leg, gliding up her stomach and stopping just below her breast. "Not even here?" He asked, following the curve of her breast with one finger, not touching, staying just below as he dragged it back and forth. "What about here?" He asked, sliding his hand down from her ribs to the bottom of her shorts then around to her butt, fingers nearly grazing it as he inched them up, under her pajamas. "I can say with certainty, never here," he said, lowering his other hand under the waistband of her shorts, touching the top of her underwear. "No, you've definitely never felt that before. I can hear your heart racing, I can feel your breathing, I can smell your body responding like it's never experienced these sensations before," he whispered, sliding a finger just underneath the band. "Should I answer its call?" #1 in demons on 6/15 -6/17/20! Again on 6/20 and 6/22-6/23! Sweet and innocent Katherine has a routine and is a little tightly wound. She was simply trying to rehearse lines for an audition. Next thing she knows, she's reading out loud her Latin lines and suddenly someone appears, claiming to be a demon she summoned to kill someone for her. Turns out demons can be hot. And he's getting pissed off she won't give him a name so he can kill and go home. The problem is, pissed off turns into something else and before he knows it, he wants to take away some of that innocence and loosen her up, or better yet, tie her up make her his. This is only available until Nov 1st, after that only on Patreon until published

The Dark Side of the Moon ni thealexiarose

"Fuck, baby. You can't say things like that to me. I want to, also. Trust me." His hand snakes down my body until he enters two of his fingers into my wet center. I can only moan in response. "However," he kisses my neck possessively, finding the right spot to drive me crazy. "I need to build you up to that." He pushes his fingers in and out of me, hitting deeper and deeper as his strokes become longer and harder and faster. "You feel that? My fingers deep in your pussy that's dripping for me?" He licks the side of my neck as my breaths come out in short pants. "My dick is going to stretch you out so much more. When I finally fuck you, you're going to be sore for days. And you're going to love it." ---------- Thea Brooks, an 18-year-old college student, lives her life by a schedule. She has school, homework, her job at the Coffee shop where she drinks way too much caffeine to be healthy, and the rest of the time she is watching her little sister while her mother is at work. She thinks that everything will remain the same as she starts her college classes, but that all changes when a new friend of hers introduces her to an attractive guy that she can't seem to get out of her head. Grayson Dark, a 22-year-old Alpha of his pack, has been searching for his mate since he turned 16. All hope is lost until one of his pack mates strolls into his home with the most magnificent scent- his mate's scent. After only slightly maiming his pack mate, it is revealed that his mate is close by- and human. Without understanding the supernatural world existing around her, Thea will have to learn to look past Grayson's faults- mainly his possessiveness and anger issues- while staying out of danger from unknown threats and learning her place at Grayson's side. Oh... and keeping her grades up. How hard can that be?

🤍 Sicko-II 🤍 ni KKia_bae30

This is the second part of my first book Sicko, so if you haven't read the first part please go and read it first because otherwise you will be confused and lost , dont worry its a nice one you will enjoy it 😉, 🤍-------🤍----------🤍----------------🤍 🤍-------🤍----------🤍----------------🤍 "I dont know why i ever fell for your trap, i was stupid to believe on those sweet words of yours when the whole world screamed on my face that you were nothing but a monster i still believed on you ....what is left now? LIES ? A BROKEN HEART ? SHATTERED FEELINGS? TONNES OF QUESTIONS? AND, SO MANY DARK SECRETS , which i dont even want to know anymore, i wish i could turn back time so that i could erase you from my memory but that's not possible....so i am making it clear here...I Rose Maxwell, have nothing inside my heart for you except one thing which is...HATE! I should have been careful afterall ,there was definitely a big reason because of which you were called SICKO. Right ?" Lets stick the pieces together everybody,there is alot to explain 😁 -Sophie

Argyl ni 32Quincey

*Completed* "No smart move.. I suppose I can trust you on this.." He said in his deep voice leaving my hand.He didn't need to tell me that.. I was so taken by his presence and voice that I Couldn't move even if I wanted to.. He pushed me down to the ground by holding my shoulders. I felt his body going away from mine, his heat disappearing, scent fading.. I heard footsteps and saw his figure coming in front of me.. His tall masculine figure walked to the chair in front of me. He took off his suit and placed on the chair. He turned to face me, sitting on it dominantly.. Like he owns the damn world.. He started rolling up his sleeves to his elbows, his eyes not leaving me. I froze in my place as he gazed at me intensely. I couldn't bring myself to look into his eyes but I felt his gaze on me.. Observing my every move.. Closely, Very closely..I am sure he could feel my raged heartbeat and my fast breathing.. And even the slight shaking of my fingers beside me. His gaze on me was suffocating and too intense to ignore.. I looked into his eyes and my heart stopped pumping blood for a moment and went wild the next as my brown eyes met those electric blue orbs.. *** She is a bad news.. She is a nightmare.. She is a Street fighter.. Not just any but the best among them.. She is hellfire and holy water.. That depends on how you treat her.. She is not the one you wanna mess with.. She can make your life a living hell.. She is not just any other girl.. She is Argyl.. If this is her, I will just let you wonder about him...! Started on: 2nd August, 2017. WARNING : It has violent scenes and deaths. You have been warned.

Short Sad Stories ni RumoredAddict

These are, obviously, short sad stories that will probably get you down. Most of them are connected in some way, shape or form. !¡!¡~ This is old writing, and not as good as I can currently do, but I will not delete it as it is a reminder I can do better. Thank you for understanding. *Warning* ~This story may include mentions of suicide and rape, slight gore, depression, and possible drug use. Read at your own risk.

generation loss oneshots ni -Rainbow116-

Slimecicle centered generation loss oneshots (he gets traumatized in every one) plus one long asf series ❤️❤️❤️❤️ marked mature for gore, cursing, and other such mature themes GGRAHHH THANK YOU FOR TWO THOUSAND READS???!!!!

Just A Thought ni juayxx

Something tragic has happened. A 17 year old Valeri has to move to her dad's place. She spent all her life thinking he was dead. Her now dead mother told her that. Not knowing she has a twin brother she flies over the country and meets him there. She comes back into lives of people she once knew and loved. Not just her family. But someone else. A boy who took care of her when she was struggling. Her best friend. Valeri is dealing with addictions and when something at her new home happens, she sinks even lower. It might not end well for her. But she has friends now. Her kind brother, two funny friends and someone else she once knew... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Heyy! This is my first book. 1. I want to make it clear that English is not my first language and there might be writing mistakes. 2. ⚠️BEFORE YOU START READING CHECK TWs BELOW⚠️ 3. I myself struggle with an addiction and I think writing this book will help me process everything. That's another reason why I'm doing it. 4. You're welcome to comment but leave if you're here to write hate comments. I don't care what you think. 5. If you're here just for smut this is not a book for you. There might be some scenes but not many. This story is about struggling, dealing and fighting with addictions. 6. I'll post a new chapter every few days. I have a lot of schoolwork but I'll try my best. ⚠️TRIGGER WARNINGS: panic and anxiety attacks, self harm, sexual assault and rape, eating disorder, drinking and smoking, weed, pills, drug addiction, overdose, suicide attempt, depression, ptsd, swearing, mature content TROPES: -childhood best friend -friends to lovers -brother's best friend -who did this to you? -one bed trope I'LL PROBABLY ADD SOME MORE I hope you'll enjoy it!

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•°×When You Talk×°• ✓Billdip✓ cover

The Second Stage cover

The Devil's Masquerade cover

I Accidentally Summoned a Demon cover

The Dark Side of the Moon cover

🤍 Sicko-II 🤍 cover

Short Sad Stories cover

generation loss oneshots cover

Just A Thought cover

•°×When You Talk×°• ✓Billdip✓

"I just wanted help!" He shouted that so many times.. • "I'm not going back to them!" He swore that each day ever since he left. • "..I didn't want it..I didn't like it!" Fear was brought onto him anytime. • "..Im here, Pinetree. I'm still here..its okay. It's all over now." He trusted that voice. ♡ Sinful. Dipper was a very sinful person. He was a sin himself in his parents perspective, with such negative thoughts and terrible scars he laid on himself, he was probably possessed by the devil itself. Locked up. Healed. Left alone. At least his parents thought that. In reality, the brunette tried his best to fake each movement of his, his smile, his act, his personality. It was all a show he performed to his parental figures so he would be let free. He was never allowed outside, even though it sounds so exaggerated, it wasn't. He was locked in his dull room having visits from priests or punishments from his father..so he left. He promised himself he would never come back, so here he is in Gravity Falls. A place his sister lived in now as she became close to it, a place that he could've visited when he was 12, but his thoughts prevented him. Bills statue was in the same place ever since he was defeated..somewhat. He's still alive, but he can't physically hurt anyone..he was trapped. Always saw the same view each day, always felt like he was locked in, always cursed at the Pines. He swore that he would escape, he swore that he would get revenge, he swore on his grave that he would leave his statue..well that was until Dipper Pines arrived. With the two males interactions they find themselves becoming softer and much more closer than ever..what'll happen between the two. With such people against them, how would they face the cruel world? -BillDip SAVE YOURSELF DONT READ THIS ITS CRINGE I PLAN OM REWRITING IT WITH A WHOLE NEW AU 2 the ppl who praised my writing, y'all r fake af🙁💔💔💔

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