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I'm Sorry I'm Not Perfect

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Reads 46
Votes 1
Parts 5
Time 8m

Cassie, a 19-year-old girl, is abused, neglected, and mistreated by the people that were supposed to keep her safe: her parents. She becomes impregnated and moves in with her best friend, Mike, who agrees to help her. But as time grows, so do their feelings for each other. Love is beautiful, until it is ripped away from you.

Now older and having been together with a child for a while, an incident takes Mike out of the picture and leaves Cassie broken. Working and being there for her son are the only things that keep her going. While she struggles with self harm, depression, and starving to keep her son fed, she works double-time and forgets reality.

When she has problems with her son, she decides that a blade won't help, but a gun might. And this is her story.

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