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Psycho

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Parts 34
Time 11h 32m

Reads 94,962
Votes 3,980
Parts 34
Time 11h 32m

Mature

amazingphil dan danhowell danisnotonfire howell lester ouchhowell phanfiction phil phillester psycho

Deciding to play by his own rules, Dan embodies the dark part of his mind. Phil, wanting the best for him, tries to crawl inside his head to understand him... but Dan won't let him in so easily.

*Inspired by Dan's video 'Psycho thoughts'.All Rights Reserved

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Smile, Dan

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