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Ongoing, First published Dec 26, 2013
***WARNING: This story could contain triggers for some people. If you contain any triggers read this story with caution, if you choose.***

Aurora is an 18 year old girl that's had it hard her whole life. Bullied. Beaten. Bruised. Bloodied. Neglected...
It didn't make any sense to her. She wasn't bad looking, but she wasn't a beauty pageant contestant. She has dark brown, shoulder length hair, dazzling blue eyes, a round face with freckles splattered across the bridge of her nose and a slim body. At first, she pushed everything away and isolated herself from everyone. She didn't want to associate herself with people that were only out to hurt her for fun. And without her brother in school with her, she was the girl that was left alone and no one batted an eye, until they wanted to capitalize on it. 
Enough was enough. She finally got the courage to end it all, by herself, when her foster parents and siblings aren't home. Slicing. Slashing. Dicing. 
Finally the end.
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Lennox McQuiggin is the alpha of the Eternal Darkness pack. But, away from the name, Lennox's hard exterior is only a shell of himself. He's been put into the role of Alpha, from a young age. His parents were murdered by his grandparents, because his mother was a human and not his father's mate. Before they could kill them both, Lennox's mother had given birth to him and had given him to her sister to run away with, being sure to mask the scent of the baby. Since then, he became alpha at age 10, because everyone thought he was ready. He's fit in the role perfectly, even matching physique that a typical alpha is supposed to have. A chiseled body, sharp features, intimidating glares, the works. But the one thing he's missing is his mate. And he'll do anything to find her. He has to.
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What happens when they cross paths? Read, and find out
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This is my second werewolf story, please read/comment/vote and tell me what you think! :D
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