A Million Reasons (Clony)
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  • Reads 16,231
  • Votes 502
  • Parts 25
  • Time 1h 51m
Complete, First published May 16, 2017
Mature
Clay passed on the tapes to the next person after a wild eternity of a night of remembering the person he loves. He knows that this won't be easy, especially now that people will know what he did, even though he didn't do anything, and worse: what will Mr. Porter do when he gets the tapes? Will he turn them in? No, what he did will get him fired. But could he? Could he for Hannah? 

Then a thought crossed Clays mind: could he move on?

There will be little changes to the story and will follow the book and some of the tv show so I advise you read the book and watch the show. 

I want to make it clear I do not own the characters, they were created by Jay Asher, but I do own the plot, besides Hannah and one character. 

(This is a MATURE story. There will be language, sexuality, and most importantly, suicidal thoughts and suicide attempts. If you can't deal wirth this please do not read.)

(If you are reading this) if any of you have tried or thought of trying to attempt suicide please do not. There is always someone there for you no matter how Cliché that sounds.
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