Obsession of Him

When I was growing up, I was unhealthily obsessed with a anime series called Lions and Girls. During my free time; when a lesson was over, lunch time, bathroom breaks, I was always found constantly re-watching the episodes as if it was my religion. The main character, Jonghyun, was the hero of the show, and I truly believed he was my soul mate. He was everything I ever dreamed of in a man; a complete beauty he was. I would go into detail about how he was crowned the title of paladin and how his friends where classified as his knights, but thats for another time. I was bullied throughout my elementary and middle school days until I finally grew out of the sickening love I had for this fictional character. Everyone forgot about my obsession, and forgot about me. People just saw me as a carefree person. Little did they know that behind all the fake smiles and forced laughs, there was someone who needed attention. They hurt me and no one took notice, so I didn't think anyone would notice if I just disappeared, and they didn't. I started my life over, finally destroyed every thought I ever had about my fictional lover, and started my life anew. I rented and beautiful place in a pretty apartment complex in a huge city, got my (lame) dream job as a librarian, and finally started to feel happiness set it. That was until I ran into someone in the elevator who looked incredibly familiar and soon found out that he was my new next door neighbor.