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Casey is a girl trapped in a world where everything is in disarray. She is 15 just trying to make it through high school when she gets hit with so many things at once, she's not sure what to do. Family, friends, bullies, and thieves, all coming after her. What should she do? How can she save herself before there is nothing left to save?All Rights Reserved

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