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Lifeline
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Complete, First published May 17, 2017
Mature
I stared down at the bottle of pills in my right hand, trying to will myself to open them. I'd been resorting to sleeping pills for years, and I knew by now how many would be too many. It wasn't like I wanted to die, quite the opposite actually, but I just wanted to stop hurting. To stop feeling.

I unscrewed the cap, shook a large handful of pills into my palm, and stared down at them as if they held all the answers.

Yet, no matter how much I wanted to, I couldn't bring them to my lips. Instead, I reached for my phone.

Maybe I'd give the world a second chance.

~~~

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