Thinking Too Much
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Last published Wed, May 17, 2017
This thing i wrote after spending a day with the girl i like(d).
I didnt end up making any sort of move and when i was home i could not sleep.
So between 1AM and 2:30AM in a fit of emotion of mostly sadness and regret i wrote this.
I hope you enjoy
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