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To Let Go

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Reads 24,950
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Parts 43
Time 1h 42m

thewritternextdoor

anorexiarecovery emmachota leoroth redbandsociety romancefanfiction

Emma Chota is anorexic. No doubt about it. She was discharged wrongly from Ocean Park hospital, on account of false weight gain. Once she had a bad episode, she was readmitted. But that doesn't mean her mind is any better.

After a Cardiac Arrest, and a medically induced coma, she must piece together what happened between her, Leo Roth, a salad, a stairwell, and one big chain of lies.

Ranked 11 out of 142 for Anorexia Recovery 6/1/2018

1 out of 25 stories for Red Band Society 
7/31/2018All Rights Reserved

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𝓗𝓸𝓵𝓵𝓸𝔀

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