When I awoke again, It was 8:57 am, and my headache was still inflamed. It wasn't as bad as earlier this morning, but still hurt like hell.
I assume it was probably the hangover talking, but I threw my hands up in the air after I sat up, and began to sob.
I wasn't really sure why, but I did. Fuck, I missed Taehyung. But he comes home to me everyday. I shook my head in confusion, and laid back down.
How can you miss a person who never left?
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Here you are, in the big apple, New York City.
Park Jisung, your name, and your boyfriend of 6 months have finally committed to moving in together and far away from his hometown, Seoul.
Why did you move there? You're a musician, just trying to make it in the world. You even have your own band, Radio Horizons. There's only one problem. All of your bandmates? Back in Seoul. So it's time to make a new band if you want to achieve your dreams.
Taehyung said he would always support you no matter what, however some ups and downs test his promise.
Building an empire in the business world, he never seems to be around. How will your relationship survive?
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Party Planner?...Check...single?...Check... Ex boyfriend?...Check... son?... check.
Everything on my own? Check check check a 1000 times.
Where are you now that I need you? Couldn't find you anywhere
When you broke down, I didn't leave ya, I was by your side
So where are you now that I need ya?
You were nowhere to be found... leaving me behind just so you can follow your dreams. or maybe you had another girl on the side.
Finding out I was pregnant but when I was going to tell you, you ignored me and left me behind. Didn't bother even calling me. I wanted to tell you the good news. But you had other plans in store.
But who would've thought after a 5 years later, we would run into each other. at the same place and time? was this fate? but why would you care anyways. You hurt me more than anything. It's not like you still love me
Or maybe you still do...but it's the lies and promises you break that draws me away.
I thought I could do things on my own. But I guess not.
I think... I still want you...but is it really too late as I say it is?
I still love you...need you....and to be with not just me... But our son as well.
Why did you have to walk back into my life? It just makes everything so confusing and hard. Just trying to forget you. Which I can't.
Maybe this time it's going to be different and could be the start of something new. A chance to start over and repair what is broken.
But it's only up to you..and only a little bit of time. Before I give up. Which I haven't done yet. I still have faith.
Let's just see where this takes us. Maybe this time we will last forever. And it won't be the end.
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