This is the story of my life, narrated with feeling, sadness, regret and relief. I write to heal, I put these words down, as a way of letting it all out, to show people how it feels to drown in life, how it feels to be dead in life. It's also my way of thanking myself for fighting and never giving up, and to demonstrate other that reviving is possible, being a new person can happen and ending it all is not an option.All Rights Reserved