These Golden Days

These were supposed to be my best years.
I was supposed to ace all my classes, create beautiful music, and take over the family business.
But I'm barely getting by with C's, I can't play a decent tune, and the last thing I want to do is take over the family restaurant.
Things aren't making much sense anymore, especially with Dani in the picture.
I want things with her that I shouldn't. But sometimes, the way I feel when I'm with her is the only thing that keeps me grounded.
I'm not sure what this means or what it makes me, but we've started something neither of us can ignore anymore.
Yet I can't help but wonder if I'm reading her all wrong. What if being best friends is all we can handle? Or worse, what if my feelings push her too far away? I don't know that I'm willing to take that risk.