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Last published Fri, May 19, 2017
"I have decided to keep a journal documenting my day-by-day life and to share life stories. Why? Answer: My grandmother gave me this leatherback journal before she died and told me to do with it what I will. Fill it up with what I want. Make her proud." Warnings for things such as alcohol and drug abuse, depression, suicide thoughts and actions, and major character death!
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