February 29

"Stop making hasty decisions for both of us without consulting me! Dalawa tayo dito. There would never be an 'us' kung wala ako dito! I thought you've changed Leap. Stop fantasizing illustrous things." Puno ng pait at galit na sabi niya.

"Why are you like that? Don't I get a say in this relationship?" I stared at him in awe as his words continue to struck me painfully.

Longing and resentment, yun nalang ang nakikita ko sa mag mata niya. Unti-unti nang nawawala ang pundasyon ng pagmamahal na pinaghirapan gawin.

"Don't you love me?" Tears left his eyes one by one as his stare bore in to me.

"Just because I never said I love you does not mean that I don't" I was scared. Everything was falling apart and he is the only thing keeping me sane.

"It doesn't matter. What matters is me and you. You know that I always loved you. Why can't you hold on to the that?!"

"I would rather be broken than to be happy with someone who believes every single lie that I make." I wished that in our next life, we could live without everything in between.

You loved me too much that you forgot to love yourself.