a heart of confusion
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Last published Thu, May 25, 2017
a story about a young girl who is living in confusion , the world has taught her that as she is a girl she must one day be with a boy however its GIRLS that caches her eye . she is living in confusion and does not know what to do until one day she bumps into an openly gay girl only about a year older than her and suddenly everything starts to fit together .
[ this story is loosly based on my life events (exept i never met a girl i managed to figure it out on my own and my family isnt abusive )and is writen in first person so i can conect to it more while im wrighting it i hope you enjoy ] strong violence
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