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depression everyday lessonlearned life suffering thoughts torment

What i think on a daily basis about the stupid occurrences i have in everyday life with depression and bad choices.
The process of me learning in real time.

"Its kind of like a constant pain. One that appears suddenly when you wake up one random day and then lasts for days or even weeks.
 I felt incredibly unfathomably sad. 
 I felt like the whole world had just crashed and burned. I felt alone and I wanted it to stop. All I could think was I cant do this anymore.

That was just the first day..."All Rights Reserved

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My Short Life by ari12502

I didn't think about how I would cease to live. I always just thought about family and being myself and just going on with life without a care in the world. I just wanted to spend the last moment I had with that special person in my life, but I guess that will never happen. I have always wanted an anniversary since I was a little girl, and now that I had a chance to get one, I couldn't show up. I want to escape from this prison I'm in, but to do that I have to go through a lot of adventures and ups and downs before I can get away.

Thoughts by Lessenya

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The Days With No Sun by hello-no-one

Sometimes we fear truth over reality. But things get dark and heavy and we play the blame game. We end up hurting others or ourselves even. We don't think before we act or we don't say before we do. This is the evolution of my madness. A cluster of rants and thoughts and poems for you guys. Everything is written how I wanted it to be rants will be long with few pauses and there will be mistakes I might have skipped over. Aha. Poems at the beginning from when I was 15 years old to now when Im 18. Truly a visual of my writing evolution. Edited by @ChemicalStarling who writes a lot but never posts! Read on, loves. I'll see you on the other side...

Locked In by MichaelaCilley

You don't believe me anyways. You don't see me throwing away my inhibitions or filling up my online shopping cart. You don't see me diving into new life goals and careers and areas of study. You don't see my cry to myself in the car when my chest sinks in and my head gets crushed in a vice. You don't feel the panic in my stomach whenever I must make human contact. And you sure don't see how hard I try. How I wake up every morning and apply my mask. My work mask- to conceal all of this. But.... It's been the same mask for many years And my mask is wearing thin. My sadness, my anger, my paranoia and grand euphoria are trying to become a part of your world too. A world where it's not welcome. A world where it's not understood, where it's frowned upon.

The dark abyss that is my mind: part one by EmmatheShipper

Do you know that feeling? Nothing matters, nobody cares, life has no meaning. That feeling that you want to just give up? That all you do is use up space and annoy people? That everybody is better off without you? That's me everyday. Every single day I have to restrain myself from jumping in front of a car or taking all my pills all at once. These short stories are my thoughts when I'm alone.

The live's I've lived by nameless111777

This is a collection of poems and pieces of writing. That I have written over the last 2 years of my life. I've never been one to actually live. To take the risk. A lot of the things I have written are about things that have happened in my head. Or random thoughts that have popped into my head that I was able to make more of. I've never known how to say the words aloud. Even if i did I never had the confidence to so. So I would write. I hope you enjoy and are able to feel something.

The Girl Who Lost Herself by Kusavi2008

In today's world no one really cares about the other. No one cares how someone is feeling. Infact why should anyone care? Why should anyone care if their actions lead someone to take their own life? Afterall in today's world every person has their own drama, own depression to cope up with. And if someone can't cope up with it.... This book is about a girl who could not cope up with it and has no idea if she ever will be able to cope up with everything. P.s: there are going to be a lot of twists and turns and this description doesn't reveal the half of it!

Suffer by HellTaker_666

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In The Dark by Brooklyngirl1026

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Short Sad Stories

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