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Loving Selfishly

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Reads 184
Votes 27
Parts 11
Time 59m

Mature

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"I want a break up " He said . " I would die without you " she stated in a hoarse hiccuping voice because of all the crying since morning.
"No one dies for anyone , eventually all learn to live on their own every one moves forward , times heals everything" he said nonchalantly.
She stared at him as if some ghost has possessed him, he loved her, why was he doing this now? he chased and stalked her for two years now when they have been together for months happy he suddenly wants to leave how could she let him go he was her everything she was deeply and madly in love with him he was her heartbeat if she lets him go she will be destroyed forever.
"I will never be able to cure my heart of the heart ache you will bestow on me, it will never be a home for love again, it will never learn to love someone else, it just knows one language the language of our love the language of your heart ,your smile ,your warmth neither time nor space will change me or my love".
she said looking straight into his eyes to search for some emotion in his eyes that were cold towards her right now.

The story is about a boy and a girl a true love story of Caleb and Scarlet ( names changed) of how they met how they hated but loved each other at the same time how much they had to go through. The girls sufferings and love which eventually changed a player into a one women man . Caleb is not your usual player but a different one nor is this love story a usual one but rises with many twists and turns goes through many dark tunnels, will they be able to reach the light at the end of the dark tunnel or will they be lost in the tunnel unable to walk out hand in hand .All Rights Reserved

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