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Paints

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Parts 8
Time 34m

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》 His thoughts were grey, 
          but his dreams a colorful mess《

From the outside Salomon Beaker has it all: perfect grades, a loving family and a promissing future ahead of him. But what uses a perfect life without a will to live it?

In a desperate attempt to end his misery and escape his suffocatingly colorless world, he eats yellow paint and nearly kills himself.

Broken. Lonely. More dead than alive. The intensive care unite.  Just when the fragile boy thinks he hit rock bottom, Ophelia clumsily stumbles into the choas that is his life.

Can the girl with the smile as big as her messy head of curls teach him to color outside the lines?  Will she be able to bring back the colours to his life?All Rights Reserved

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