My Only Hope (Niam)
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Last published Mon, Apr 21, 2014
I love him, I love him with all my heart. But he's never seen me, he doesn't even know my name, and he never will. Why? Because I'm going to die. I'm Liam Payne. And I'm gay. It's not a secret, thanks to my step-father. He brings it up a lot, and I don't know why. He beats me, calling me a screw up.
Defective.
A freak.
Worthless.
And its sad, because sometimes I really believed him. He says I'm not his son, that I'm not worthy of living in his home. I wish he'd kick me out already, but he can't. My mum is dead, and has been for the past two years. Everything in her will states that I and my sister's inherit everything, my sister's have taken their share, but I'm not old enough to inherit my share, in other words, the house.
Niall. Niall is the best footballer I've ever seen. He's perfection in blonde hair and blue eyes. His Irish accent makes me melt. He's a homo, but he's not bullied for it, not like me.
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