anestezi

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Parts 1
Time <5 mins

Reads 21
Votes 2
Parts 1
Time <5 mins

Anestezi uyguluyorum zihnime
Uyuşuyorum..!
İçime gömülmek, kesilen bileklerimi saklamak gibi bir şey bu..
Makyaj yapıyorum, intihar süsü verilmiş ve umumi tuvalet olarak kullanılmış anılarıma..
İçimin çatlaklarından sızıyor adı lazım olmayan..
Kan damlatıyor yüzüme, silemiyorum!
Ruhumu kesip, hislerimi yamalasam yırtılan yüreğime ve damarlarıma karıştırsam tüm imla hatalarını..
Cehennemden zebaniler öpse dudaklarımı..
Kimliği tespit edilmeyen ne kadar orospu çocuğu varsa girse koynuma..
Ben, hayallerimin taburesini çeksem, sallandırsam umutlarımı..
Havada asılı kalan düşlerimin bacaklarını koparsam,
Hüzün askerlerim isyan bayraklarını çekse..
Ve en önemlisi akrep yelkovanı zehirlese..
Ayılmadan ölebilir miyim?All Rights Reserved

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Mon, May 22, 2017

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