It Doesn't Matter, You Still Left
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  • Reads 75,601
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  • Parts 25
  • Time 1h 49m
Complete, First published Dec 28, 2013
I looked down at my stomach.   A small bump was beginning to form, only if he knew.  "Please don't go." I pleaded  "I've wanted to do this forever, don't you want me to be happy?" He said grabbing his packed bag  I sat on the bed we share in my apartment. Well the bed we did share, until he left.  "Please, Niall. I love you." I begged  "I love you too, but we're still so young and I know I'll make it far." I shook my head wishing I could wake up and see that this was all a dream, a nightmare at that  "Niall I..." I trailed off, I was proud of Niall, I supported this, I supported it until I found out I was carrying our kid. 16 and pregnant, he'd leave me anyways, what would be the point in telling him?  "Have some faith in me." He dropped his bag by the bedroom door and walked over to me, giving me the slightest bit of hope, he grabbed my face and kissed me "Bye, I hope I'll see you again." and he returned to his bag...leaving me.
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