Mercedes Way

God this little shi- ha;; why.. am I cursing her when she could very well be in her grave.. I'm just mad she left me with no answers.. to be fair I don't know at the current moment if she's dead or alive but I'd like to still think there's a slim chance she's okay.. but in the mean time I'm going to write about her.. she was honestly my best friend, so kind.. didn't deserve the worlds Hatred.. I wish so bad I could have done more.. noticed more.. pushed more but unfortunately I don't know. In trying to hard to find answers. Look over every social media I know of from hers to see if she's still active.. if she isn't.. I pray she can look down at this and smile for once.. glad and proud of me for writing this, even with my doubts I still want that.. I want the best for her.