Struggling to Breath
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Last published Tue, Dec 25, 2018
Eva Harn, suffers quietly as she watches the world pass by. Laughing and taunting her. Making fun of the things that make her her. Her curved. Her dull eyes. The lack of make-up she wears. Slowly struggling to breath.
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Xaviour Lamen, watches silently, as he reads people like open books. Always observing. Always listening. So when he moves to a new school, full of things to observe. His attention falls upon Eva.
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But will Xaviour be able to save Eva before she runs out of air?
########################################(WARNING ⚠: THIS BOOK CONTAINS SELF-HARM, ABUSE, RAPE AND SEXUAL CONTENT. PLEASE DON'T READ IF UNCOMFORTABLE. AND IF YOU DO, KNOW THAT SOME OF THE THINGS LISTED ABOVE ISN'T RIGHT.)
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