Remembering The Unwanted (On Hold)

Zyan is an unwanted and hated boy, he lost his mom when he was three and just lost his dad a few years ago. (And now is hunted by his nightmares...) He has to live with his step mom who likes to call herelf"his mama" . Life for him now is just depressing and useless. He doesn't think a girl will ever love him back or notice him, ( how with everyone thinking he's gay)so he turns to his journal and writes in it to get out all he emotions. And that is just the life story of Zyan (or is it? Is there more to who Zyan is?).