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EscapeYourMisery

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Parts 13
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EscapeYourMisery

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angst depression drowning featured hurt love pain self-deprecating selfharm selfhurt wattys2017

"Drowning is not the worst part. 
  Lacking the courage to breathe is." 
  
No one saw her struggle. 
No one saw her scars. 
No one saw her bleeding. 
No one saw her tears. 
No one saw her depression. 

They never realized the deep waters she swam. 

If only someone would. 

What if someone did?

Completed 11/07-17 
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angst depression drowning featured hurt love pain self-deprecating selfharm selfhurt wattys2017

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