Yours

I was a fool for saying that I don't love him anymore, such a stupid and absurd lie. I thought that love didn't exist, love wasn't anything for me but just a mere illusion that people believe in, so the first time he told me he loved me I replyed him saying that I loved him too but I didn't feel anything at all because I didn't know nothing about love...until I realized that I was starting to care more, I wanted to see him more, hear his voice and his laugh. I was afraid of this new feeling, so afraid that I decided to push him away from me in the only quick and possible way I knew: breaking his heart. Now I regretted it all and here I am, walking to his house in the middle of this snow storm, with high fever and my heart beating uncontrollably.