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Dying Inside.

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An open window to my mind that hopefully helps you understand what over thinking and depression feels like.


*Note* 
If you feel like how I describe in any way then you should talk to somebody. They may not understand but you need to tell somebody. It could be a matter of life and death eventually if it isn't already. If you have nobody you can trust in your life then feel free to talk to me, you can trust me, I promise <3All Rights Reserved

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Dying Inside.
Sun, Dec 29, 2013

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