journey in train

Everything stops, my breath taken away, my heart skips it's beat, except that tear, my tears also freeze.I contrite, just because I deboard first , he did. I don't know when I need my brain most, why it stop working at that time only. Gasping the reality and collecting every scatter thought I stand up to pull the chain of train. I come back to block of our coach. I hold that chain just about to pull it. A hand with known grip wrap my hand.
...holy cow... sigh of relief runs in my vein.
"Where were you? You deboared..." I blurt. Not giving me chance to complete he roll my same hand on my mouth to shut my voice.
"Why you scream everytime? Can't you tranquil yourself".He wishper in my ear ,embracing my back in him as he is holding me from back. By his word he remove his hand from my mouth. I lay my head on his chest giving myself a support and relief. I reassure myself yes he is he. I can call it heat of the moment as dim light which is travelling from outside coach through tough glass gate, no one is to see us, , everyone is sleeping and everything is quiet. What I hear is his breath through my hair, in this chilled cool environment it's just our breath that is warm. As I lay down my head on his chest still , he tighten his grip around my belly bottom. I groan with a heavy breath. He tug my hair behind right ear and crease my earlobe and than plant a malleable kiss with alluring smile, as I sense his grin in my skin. I disconcert but equally in provocation I turn around facing him but closing my eyes and hug him tightly.
...frantically... I have done this. Yes I!!! ...holy shit...