Please don't do it Again, Fauzia

Please don't do it Again, Fauzia

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Ongoing7m

Last published Sat, Jun 3, 2017

anxiety deepthoughts depression sociaphobia suicidalthoughts

Fauzia is a nice,happy girl but deep inside she always talk to her self ....Why am I still living? I want to die....i want to kill myself...

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