Good GOD? Bad GOD.. OH JUST GOD

Some might say that god is good, others might say that god is bad, but god is seen from different perspectives, what's god, that's a question with no definite answer yet, god can be good, god can be cruel, and for him.. god never existed. He was forced to fight, be a soldier, to sorrow.. and this was his last suicidal note, but wasn't just a suicidal note, it was an explanation and a message for god and those who questioned his death.