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forgive me not

Reads 180
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Parts 10
Time 51m

Reads 180
Votes 13
Parts 10
Time 51m

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action boss businessman cliche comfort cop depression drama fluff hurt journalist kidnap mafia mentalhealth mob mobster ptsd romance selfharm shortchapters sickfic sliceoflife teenfic

"when you accept your fate and thought your life will end every time you close your eyes but in the end you still alive and kicking even after countless brushed with the death himself.."

meet Ecklyxia Grake, one of St. Peter journalist who have screwed past, facing the most handsome Death God of the underground world.


hello hai! this is my first story on wattpad! so please, since English isn't my native language, don't be too harsh kay?

short chapter; 1k-1.5k per chptr

#52 - cliche / 10.10.21
#58 - cop / 10.10.21

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